Right now I am stilling at home waiting. I thought I would be packed and ready to go by now, but I am waiting on something call a VIN. I cannot apply for my visa until I know I have the VIN, so I wait.
BUT, every cloud has it's silver lining. Mine is more time with TOM!!!
Tom, my boyfriend, has been super supportive throughout this entire process. Whenever I get kind of depressed about the process and leaving, he does everything he can to get me to relax and smile. He is truly the one person in the world I can rely on to make me feel better when I am saddest. I am is so grateful and I blessed to have him during this journey.
Last week he kept on insisting I make time to do a game night with one of our friends. I couldn't understand why he was so persistent, because as much as I wanted to hangout with everyone, I know it is an impossible task. So when this friend couldn't make it to my going away party, I was fine and understood. However, it started to feel like Tom NEEDED to hangout with Sam and me. I didn't completely understand the situation until Tom said, "I want to hang out with you and Sam one more time before you leave."
Then it hit me. This move is going to effect his social life as much as mine. I didn't even occur to me. Sam, Tom and I have a special relationship when it comes to games. The three of us make a great nerdy trio and this move is going to break up the trio. Tom cherished this the times all three of us are together and now I am going to take that away from both of them.
This is the first time I have made a decision and it has greatly effect someone's life. It broke my heart because I never want to the a reason for sadness in his life. We got our game night in and it was wonderful. Can't wait to come back hopefully bring new nerdy games.
BUT for now I am delighted I can wait with him.
BUT, every cloud has it's silver lining. Mine is more time with TOM!!!
Tom, my boyfriend, has been super supportive throughout this entire process. Whenever I get kind of depressed about the process and leaving, he does everything he can to get me to relax and smile. He is truly the one person in the world I can rely on to make me feel better when I am saddest. I am is so grateful and I blessed to have him during this journey.
Last week he kept on insisting I make time to do a game night with one of our friends. I couldn't understand why he was so persistent, because as much as I wanted to hangout with everyone, I know it is an impossible task. So when this friend couldn't make it to my going away party, I was fine and understood. However, it started to feel like Tom NEEDED to hangout with Sam and me. I didn't completely understand the situation until Tom said, "I want to hang out with you and Sam one more time before you leave."
Then it hit me. This move is going to effect his social life as much as mine. I didn't even occur to me. Sam, Tom and I have a special relationship when it comes to games. The three of us make a great nerdy trio and this move is going to break up the trio. Tom cherished this the times all three of us are together and now I am going to take that away from both of them.
This is the first time I have made a decision and it has greatly effect someone's life. It broke my heart because I never want to the a reason for sadness in his life. We got our game night in and it was wonderful. Can't wait to come back hopefully bring new nerdy games.
BUT for now I am delighted I can wait with him.
Laters Ya'll,
miss Phyl
miss Phyl
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